Hi, everyone. Now, i would like to share about my Christmas last year. last year was supposed to be my best Christmas ever. but, someone disturb my Christmas mood. I don't like the way he treated my family that way. I won't tell you everything but I still going to tell you some story about it. On 25th December, while I was shaking his hand, he shouted "Where is my 7A's grandaugther?" I was so sad after that. I told my mother for me to realise what he said just now, but it still in my mind until now. My tears almost dropped but people did not realise what they see in my eyes. I keep this hurt feeling until I tell him how big is the cut when he talk without realising his words. I really want to make him look at himself. The way he talks to others, the way he treat my family. I really want to tell him, hopefully, no one dare to stop me this time. I maybe very rude, but I do this to make him realise. I will keep my word. JUST BE READY FOR LECTURE FROM ME!!!
Monday, January 31, 2011
During PMR exam
Hi, everyone. Sorry I didn't update my blog. Sorry, ya? Okay. Right now, i would like to share about my PMR exam. During my PMR exam, my asthma attacked me. I was so sick that day. I almost fainted while I was writing an essay. before my asthma, I had my high fever. Thank God, He helped me from the first day of my exam until the end. Even though I was sick, I felt strong and finished my exam.. Ho... On 23th December 2010, the result for the PMR exam, I got 5A's 2B's for the exam. That was the best Christmas present ever. Thanks to family, teachers and friends for your supports. God bless you.. I love you all.. Thanks alot.
Friday, August 27, 2010
My Dear Best Friend - Annatasha Maria 'n' Stephanie
We met since we were small,
We grow together so tall,
We are friends for so long,
No one but you alone,
We sang our favourite song,
'Till time for fun has gone
In the rough times,
You were there for me,
When you're hurt,
I was there for you,
Making sure you were alright,
And you said that you're just fine
I can't keep secrets form you,
So I told you the truth,
You cried listening to insults of you,
It wasn't me, and not meant to hurt you,
I don't want others to tell you at your back,
So I'll be loyal to keep you truthful,
Telling you all I know,
Sharing our darkest sorrow
You taught me to be brave, to be bold, to be strong;
You were right, but they were all wrong,
They have mouths that cursed my dear best friend,
I'll promise you will be your friend 'till the end.
This song is for my best friends, Sh. Mordhiah, Abigail Ophelia, Ivon, Stephanie
During free time at school..
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Is Tokio Hotel Satanic?
Friday, July 16, 2010
17-19 July 2010
I had a camp on this date. It was fun even though it was a tiring camp, but i love it. We'd done so much new things on that camp. On the first day, we were so busy to find our roommate. At last, my room mate was my own best friends, Abigail and Mildred.. They were nice to me. At night, in our hostel, we shared our feelings and gossiping. On the second day, we were so tired to have our next activities. But, after dinner, we had our "fun nite" in the hall. Our company that is 2nd Kuching Company, made our dance move in front of participants of the camp. I'd show my real attitude in the dance. OMG!!! but that attitude was not so over.. Our real group, made an advertisement.. It was so fun.. We change all the advertisement in the TV. But my friend were the funniest among all. They talked or promoted about Gillette(I'm not sure about the spelling) and the sweet called Eclipse. Well, we had lots of fun in the camp. I can't write more because i have to go now.. See ya..
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Hey you- Tokio Hotel
Come on, you can look at me
I don't need to fit in
Stand up if you give a damn
It's the livin' season
You and what your looking for, have you got a reason
You can if you wanna see, a touch amout of human
The same blood
The same cells
The same god
The same hell
The same life
The same love
Somebody, anybody, everybody stand up
Hey, you
we can turn it up
Hey, you
we can turn it up
You know, noones listening
They don't wanna hear it
Saying, what you wanna say
people start to fear it
The same fist
The same shout
The same pain
The same doubt
The same joy
The same love
Somebody, anybody, everybody stand up
Hey, you
We can turn it up
Hey, you
We can turn it up
Silence has been killing you
Screaming deep inside of you
Just turn it up
Just turn it up
All that you've got
Just let it out
Ready or not
Just turn it up, louder
Don't let it stop, louder
Just turn it up, louder
Whats making you hot, louder
http://www.elyricsworld.com/hey_you_lyrics_tokio_hotel.html
Just turn it up
Come on, you can look at me
I don't need to fit in
You can if you wanna see, just a touch of human
The same blood
The same cells
The same god
The same hell
The same life
The same love
Sombody, anybody, everybody stand up
Hey, you
We can turn it up
Hey, you
We can turn it up
Silence has been killing you
Screaming deep inside of you
Just turn it up
Just turn it up
Silence has been killing you
Screaming deep inside of you
Just turn it up
Just turn it up
All that you've got
Just let it out
Ready or not
Just turn it up
Dogs Unleashed - Tokio Hotel
Don't wanna run on your command
Don't wanna keep on coming back
Don't wanna swallow all your lies
Wanna feel alive
Don't wanna hold on to your truth
Don't wanna keep on lovin' you
Don't wanna look through jaded eyes
Wanna feel alive
We are dogs unleashed
(You and I)
We are dogs unleashed
(You and I)
We are dogs unleashed, out of control
Full of dreams, nobody knows
Unleashed, dyin' to escape
We don't wanna suffocate
We are dogs unleashed
We are dogs unleashed
We are dogs unleashed
Tonight, tonight
We gonna scratch, we gonna bite
We turn your game into a fight
We're howlin' to the moon at night
Tonight
We are dogs unleashed
(You and I)
We are dogs unleashed
(You and I)
We are dogs unleashed, out of control
Full of dreams, nobody knows
Unleashed, dyin' to escape
We don't wanna suffocate
We are dogs unleashed
We are dogs unleashed
We are dogs unleashed
Touch me, treat me, love me, feed me
Touch me, treat me, love me, feed me
(Dogs unleashed, we are dogs unleashed, dogs unleashed)
Touch me, treat me, love me, feed me
(Dogs unleashed, we are dogs unleashed, dogs unleashed)
Tonight, we are dogs unleashed, out of control
(We are dogs unleashed)
Full of dreams, nobody knows
Unleashed, dyin' to escape
(We are dogs unleashed)
We don't wanna suffocate
We are dogs unleashed
(Treat me)
We are dogs unleashed
(Feed me)
We are dogs unleashed
Tonight, tonight
Screamin'- Tokio Hotel
I've never seen anything else
Quite like you
You look at me vacantly empty
Just stare right through
I'm such a sad, sad sight
It's such a cold, cold night
I'm screaming on the top of the world
Can you hear me
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Can you hear me
Don't you know that
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Don't you feel me
I'll scream till I'm bleeding
And I will crush through the ceiling
No you don't know
What I'm feeling
And that I'm dying
Trying, trying
Can you hear me
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Can you hear me
I've analized everything, Anything
That you do
I am physically, mentally over obsessed with you
I'm such a sad, sad sight
It's such a cold, cold night
I'm screaming on the top of the world
Can you hear me
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Can you hear me
Don't you know that
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Don't you feel me
I'll scream till I'm bleeding
And I will crush through the ceiling
No you don't know
What I'm feeling
And that I'm dying
Trying, trying
Can you hear me
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Can you hear me
And I'm so close
To what I've dreamed of
But it hurts so
Yeah it hurts so
I'm screamin on the top of the world
But I don't think I can be heard
By you, you
Could it be you never will
Could it be I have to kill
This dream that makes me I'll
I'm screaming on the top of the world
Can you hear me
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Can you hear me
Don't you know that
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Don't you feel me
I'll scream till I'm bleeding
And I will crush through the ceiling
No you don't know
What I'm feeling
And that I'm dying
Trying, trying
Can you hear me
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Can you hear me
Strange- Tokio Hotel feat Kerli
Tokio Hotel Ft. Kerli - Strange Lyrics
A freak of nature
Stuck in reality
I don't fit the picture
I'm not what you want me to be
Sorry
Under the radar
Out of the system
Caught in the spotlight
That's my existence
You want me to change but all I feel is
Strange
Strange
In your perfect world so
Strange
Strange
I feel so absurd in this life
Don't come closer in my arms forever you'll be
Strange
Strange
You want to fix me
Push me
Into your fantasy
You try to give me
Sell me
A new personality
You try to lift me
I don't get better
What's making you happy
Is making me sadder
In your golden cage all I feel is
Strange
Strange
In your perfect world so
Strange
Strange
I feel so absurd in this life
Don't come closer in my arms forever you'll be
Strange
Strange
Like me
Strange
When you touch me
Strange
When you kill me
Strange
All I feel is
Strange
In my dreams too
Together we'll be
Strange
Strange
In a perfect world
Strange
I am so strange
Strange
I am so strange
Strange
Strange
In your perfect world so
Strange
Strange
I feel so absurd in this life
Don't come closer you'll die slowly,
In my arms forever you'll be
Strange
Strange
Like me
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Friday, June 11, 2010
My Gawai Celebretion
31th May, it was amazing night.. I was wearing black on that day. I also brought my guitar for jamming night on that night. My cousins and I brought a few songs from Tokio Hotel, Baby from Justin Bieber, and their songs. My aunt taught all the mothers how to cook "nasi minyak". I don't really know the recipe.. Well, everything were just prefect. At 00:00, we all wished everyone Happy Gawai and we drank a drink that was called "Tuak".. I went back from my grandmother's house around 01:45...
The next day, it was the actual Gawai day. We visited our family at the village.. I felt so happy.. We visited every house at the village and we ate a lot of food.. OHHHH... BOOM...EXPLODED cause I'm my stomach was too full.. In the car, my cousin puked..(not sure about the spelling)OMG!!! The car smelt really badly... FUUUUUU!!!!! EWWW!!! Well, the good news now is my car smells really good now cause my dad sent it to the car wash. First day of Gawai ends here..
The second day, my family and I went to our another village.. We also ate so much food.. akakakkaka......... Well, not so much issue on the second day of Gawai..
Okay, my Gawai stories end here.. Remember, always update my blog.. See Y.O.U
Love,
Annatasha Maria
Monday, June 7, 2010
Black by Tokio Hotel
The world has broken down
Every stone’s been turned around
We feel no fear at all
Not at all
We don’t know what’s to come
Our beginning had already begun
And now we have to run
Come on
The last look back is black
The night turns dark ahead
When there’s no turning back
We’re glad
So glad
No turning back
No turning back
Where have you gone?
You made us feel so strong
You lost us and now we are
Alone
It’s dark despite the light
Tomorrow’s not in sight
And we were born to go
On and on
The last look back is black
The night turns dark ahead
When there’s no turning back
We’re glad
So glad
No turning back
No turning back
Let us run and don’t look back
We leave behind a burning track
Let us run and don’t look back
We leave behind a burning track
Come on
Come on
The last look back is black
The night turns dark ahead
When there’s no turning back
We’re glad
So glad
The last looks back is black
The night turns dark ahead
There’s no turning back
We’re glad
So glad
No turning back
No turnïng back
Down On You by Tokio Hotel
Can I drive you home,
Can I crash into your life?
Can you fix my soul,
Can you break my heart tonight?
Some angels don't cry,
And we are, and we are,
Just two of them,
And we're falling through the sky.
And tonight...
I'll get down on you, get down on you,
Blessed kisses waiting.
I'll get down on you, get down on you,
Foreign wishes fading.
Running till your arms drop,
Dreams it's a point of view,
I'll get down down down to get up on you,
I'll get down on you, get down on you.
Can I fill you up
With my emptiness tonight?
Can I hold your hand
As we slip into the light?
Cause angels fall down,
And we are, and we are,
Just two damaged souls,
But it's heaven where we lie.
And tonight...
I'll get down on you, get down on you,
Blessed kisses waiting.
I'll get down on you, get down on you,
Foreign wishes fading.
Running till your arms drop,
Dreams it's a point of view,
I'll get down down down to get up on you,
I'll get down on you, get down on you.
We are, we are,
Angels, angels don't cry.
(We are, we are.)
Two souls collide,
(We are, we are.)
Come into night.
I'll get down on you, get down on you,
Blessed kisses waiting.
I'll get down on you, get down on you,
Foreign wishes fading.
Running till your arms drop,
Dreams it's a point of view,
I'll get down down down to get up on you,
I'll get down on you, get down on you.
Can I drive you home,
Can I crash into your life?
Can you fix my soul,
Can you break my heart tonight?
Hey You- Tokio Hotel
Come on, you can look at me
I don't need to fit in
Stand up if you give a damn
It's the livin' season
You and what your looking for, have you got a reason
You can if you wanna see, a touch amout of human
The same blood
The same cells
The same god
The same hell
The same life
The same love
Somebody, anybody, everybody stand up
Hey, you
we can turn it up
Hey, you
we can turn it up
You know, noones listening
They don't wanna hear it
Saying, what you wanna say
people start to fear it
The same fist
The same shout
The same pain
The same doubt
The same joy
The same love
Somebody, anybody, everybody stand up
Hey, you
We can turn it up
Hey, you
We can turn it up
Silence has been killing you
Screaming deep inside of you
Just turn it up
Just turn it up
All that you've got
Just let it out
Ready or not
Just turn it up, louder
Don't let it stop, louder
Just turn it up, louder
Whats making you hot, louder
http://www.elyricsworld.com/hey_you_lyrics_tokio_hotel.html
Just turn it up
Come on, you can look at me
I don't need to fit in
You can if you wanna see, just a touch of human
The same blood
The same cells
The same god
The same hell
The same life
The same love
Sombody, anybody, everybody stand up
Hey, you
We can turn it up
Hey, you
We can turn it up
Silence has been killing you
Screaming deep inside of you
Just turn it up
Just turn it up
Silence has been killing you
Screaming deep inside of you
Just turn it up
Just turn it up
All that you've got
Just let it out
Ready or not
Just turn it up
Love,
Annatasha Maria
ha..la
Forgotten Children- Tokio Hotel
Just a normal day
Streets turn into graves
Traces have been removed
The search was disapproved
So cold the night
The weak ones lose the fight
Too many of them out there
Noone seems to care
Lost and so alone
Born but never known
Left all on their own
Forgotten children
We'll never hear a name
They carry all the blame
Too young to break the chains
Forgotten children
They see, they feel, believe
Just like we do
They're laughing, and crying
Wanna live here
Like me and you
Eyes without light
Too tired of good-byes
Never felt embraced
And frightened of every face
A life in disguise
Hope forever died
Lost and so alone
Born but never known
Left all on their own
Forgotten children
We'll never hear a name
They carry all the blame
Too young to break the chains
Forgotten children
They see, they feel, believe
Just like we do
The're laughing and crying
Wanna live here
Like me and you
It shouldn't really be that way
It shouldn't really be that way
We see, we feel, believe
Just like you
We're laughing and crying
Wanna live here
We see, we feel, believe
Just like you
We're laughing and crying
Wanna live here
Just like you
Friday, May 28, 2010
SHINE by Cassidy Ladden
There’s a place you can go
Where your heart is free
There’s a rhythm
That’s right for your soul
Take a breath, find your courage
And make the leap
Cause your feet always know where to go
And you dance and you dance in an endless flow
In the grace of a perfect design
Stepping out of the dark and into the glow
And the whole world will see when you shine
You can shine (shine)
Shine (shine)
There’s a beauty already inside of you
There’s a difference that only you’ll make
Every place that you spin brings you somewhere new
Finding hope every step that you take
And you dance and you dance in an endless flow
In the grace of a perfect design
Stepping out of the dark and into the glow
And the whole world will see when you shine
You can shine (shine)
Shine (Shine)
Suddenly sparkling bright (shine)
Making a magical light (shine)
You will (shine)
Sisters are there by your side
Love will be your guide
And we dance and we dance in an endless flow
In the grace of a perfect design
Stepping out of the dark and into the glow
The whole world will see when we shine
We will shine (shine)
Shine (shine)
(And we dance and we dance in an endless flow)
Stepping out of the dark and into the glow
(Stepping out of the dark and into the glow)
We will shine (we can shine)
(And we dance and we dance in an endless flow)
Stepping out of the dark and into the glow
(Stepping out of the dark and into the glow)
We will shine (we can shine)
(And we dance and we dance in an endless flow)
Chapter 1 : Introduction of Annatasha Maria
Hi! My name is Annatasha Maria Hictson. I'm from Kuching, Sarawak, Malaysia.
I'm FIFTEEN this year, 2010. Next year i'll be Sweet 16.. Yeah!! haha.. Well, I'm still studying in a school named SMK St Teresa. I am sure that most of you know this school. It is the most top rated girls' school in Malaysia. I guess. As you can see from my whole blog, I'm a huge fan of Tokio Hotel. Hahaha... I started to become their fan when I was in Form 2.. Thanks to one of my friend who introduced the Tokio Hotel to me.. Thanks alot, you!! Anyway, I hope that you will love my blog. So, keep following me. There will be more stories and stuff in the next chapter of my blog.. See ya all..
Love,
Annatasha Kaulitz <3
